Curhat Saat Ini

Untitled (How Could This Happen to Me?) by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’M SICK OF THIS LIFE!!!
I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’M SICK OF THIS LIFE!!!
I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’M SICK OF THIS LIFE!!!
I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!
How could this happen to me

Could I be more emo than this?

Jujur…

Aku ingin menghilang dari duniaku saat ini!

Learning by Doing

Sam Keen said that:

“We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly”

And now I’m trying my best to do it…

Analisis Situasi dan Kondisi

Target: Bab I sampai dengan Bab III selesai,
Waktu yang tersedia: kurang lebih 7 jam,
Sumber daya menulis: setumpuk buku dan berpuluh-puluh jurnal,
Kondisi fisik: setengah mengantuk,
Teman setia: iPod dan headphone Sennheiser ajib,
Hal yang menanti di pagi hari: ketemu pembimbing dan kumpul kelompok jam 8,
Hal yang dilakukan sekarang: nulis ini , plurking, dan main MafiaWars,
Kata-kata mutiara: WUANJIIIIIIIIIING!!!!!!!!!!

Sang Roda Sedang Berputar

Ketika sang roda berputar, ada bagian yang bergerak menanjak dan ada yang meluncur ke bawah. Setiap putaran terus mengulangi pergerakan sang roda. Ada yang bergerak ke atas, ada yang meluncur ke bawah.

Kini aku sedang berada di bawah dan aku harus tetap memutar roda tersebut untuk kembali bergerak ke atas.